Depressing
*sigh* I've been a little depressed these days. So many things are happening.
Paula died. I didn't get Cinderella…I got Rapunzel, and I also get a hobo for a prince. My friends…I have been REALLY thinking, and I'm not sure whether I have actual friends. I'd rather have one REALLY good friend rather than a lot who don't seem to be that close. I haven't been getting much sleep these days.
You see, most of my friends…it seems like they would dump me and walk away with other friends. Every one has changed SO much.
Crystee, she said Amanda changed. She's right. But it's not just that. She HERSELF has changed too. You know what? I think I'm going to write a note to her saying that is "signed by a friend". But hopefully she doesn't reconize it's me.
And for advisement class, I have Mrs. Kroyer. And her class is getting packed. So Mr. Young got to pick who to bring to his class. He picked me. I WISH he didn't know me. Then he wouldn't have picked me. But I am moving to that class, first thing on Tues (Mon. there's no school.)
Well one thing that was sorta funny was Tweeters. I opened the cage a LITTLE bit to wide when I stuck my hand in the cage, and he freaked and flew out. Took Phi and me a hour to catch him and put him back in the cage. Mom and Dad never knew, nor will we intend to tell them.
Uh well, for the first semester, I got all A's. And I got an A (58 out to 60) on my science fair project. There's a happy face on my science notebook, which means he's thinking of using it in the science fair. So yeah.
Valentines day is pretty close. I don't like anyone though. Someone on neopets said this and it's funny: "A heart is not to be played with. It is not a toy. If you want it broken, give it to a boy." Haha. I think it's true.
In my book diary, I wrote one day about what's the point of living and I can't take it anymore. Wow huh? That's the FIRST time ever I have written something like that. Yes, I keep a book diary, but I am also keeping this one too, knowing that I am online a lot.
Let me see…I don't remember anything else I was going to say. Umm, well, that's it basically. Write later.
