Gah. I have always had sleeping problems, ever since elementary school. Stayed up late during school nights to finish homework. That schedule has followed me up until this very day. WHEN WILL IT END???

Yesterday night I wasn’t even sleepy until past 3 AM. That was when I decided, hmm maybe if I pull an all-nighter I can finally regain my normal schedule. I definitely made an attempt, but failed miserably. I was dead tired past 4 AM and went out like a light on my bed. I have such a weak will when it comes to this! “I’m just going to lie down for a little bit” NEVER works. You’ll end up waking up next Wednesday. But I can’t seem to resist my lovely bed calling to me! Argh!

Would sleeping pills be too much? I never wanted to get sleeping pills…I want to do it on my own, I don’t want to need drugs, I want to be natural! How hard is it to go to sleep at the right time, correct? Actually, very hard when it comes to me. *sigh*

On another note, I’m trying my best to find more information on colleges I’m interested in, on financial costs, on scholarships. There’s so much…it’s making my head spin :( I don’t know if I can do this. It’s especially difficult when I’m half falling asleep, too.