I think it hurts the most when hope is at its highest and then crushed.

I think I’m having doubts.

If failure is mostly expected, why should I even try and bother fighting?

I don’t like having my feelings being toyed with. I can go back to my isolated world if all you’re going to do is watch me.

Hope VS Hopelessness. What is a better world? A world of hope is one where you are left hanging, waiting to be swept up and placed into a better situation. But what if it never comes? Does not the pain afterwards feel even greater? A world of hopelessness is never happy…but there is no disappointment, no futile waiting, no sense of disillusion.