Hmm, I’d rather not call it that.
It’s been almost two months and I haven’t published a single entry… It’s somewhat alarming because I remember back then I would skip blogging or blog very minimally over a few months when I felt extremely unhappy.
That’s definitely not the case this year…I’ve had my ups and downs, but there’s no particular reason why I haven’t been blogging for so long. Over these five months I’ve only blogged twice! How sad :( I think it’s based on a couple of factors:
My college life has had very minimal drama. I’ve had a few bumps along the way, but there’s none of that stupid stuff I had to deal with in high school, so I don’t really blog about my problems as much anymore. This is one thing that I find really pleasant. High school drama no longer exists in my life! And I never have to see my ex-boyfriend and feel awkward every day ever again.
Your freshman year in college is supposed to be the best time of your life, supposedly. Cutting loose, trying new things. I guess I just didn’t do that, so my life hasn’t had too many exciting things going on. I’m not much of a partier or a clubber, and I don’t drink. That basically cut out 80% of college activity. I miss being able to go to a party to just hang out, loitering at malls, etc. I guess I just couldn’t find the right crowd here in my little college environment. I made a couple of closer friends who share this with me, so I’m not alone and I have them to turn to, but yeah, it’s nothing like high school, that’s for sure.
And finally, over time I have just stopped blogging about the mundane, routine things in my life. It feels tedious writing what doesn’t really seem interesting in the first place.
Wow, I seem like I got the life sucked out of me. Well, hopefully this will change sooner than later…